Guilt

From left to right, up and down. Guilt. If there's one feeling that has been jumping around in my body for the last week than I guess that's the one. Finding it's way out in stupid fights, stressing me out, turning my stomach upside down, making me run until I fall to the ground. Reminding me even more how much pain it cost me to live without, even though I'll never admit it, there wasn't a day I didn't think about. Just don't let go, I'll try to hold on. Guilty, until proven innocent.