You're my penis fish...

Hmm for those of you who don't watch Grey's Anatomy this title must seem a bit odd. But you'll get the hang of it once you've finished this. When one person feels attracted to another person who doesn't feel the same way, heartache looks the other one in the face. But no worries, you might think, just take some distance, try to act normal and move on. But what if the distance isn't yours to decide? You're close friends and even looking that person in the eye is painful. The smallest thing to be said is a match to light another fire. Fire to be understood in two different ways that is... Moments can heat things up, emotions get even more profound. But there is also the opposite. The smallest thing to be said can cause a fire, a big unwanted, bad fucking fire. Fights. We all know them, we all have them. And if you're like me they are there to stay. Being stubborn isn't easy but it's just a way of coping. Taking distance is the best way to move on but it has to come from both ways. It doesn't work when the other one doesn't know about the way you feel or still acts normal. And that's why the expression 'you're my penis fish' is that apposite. Two best friends, one says: 'you're my penis fish...' The other one: 'you don't have a penis, so why am I the fish?' 'Because you crawled inside, leached at me and eat at my organs.' That's why and just because it hurts...